1.02am 20th November 2017 dark (I mean, it’s dark outside how am I supposed to know what’s the weather like)
with a fast beating heart, partially hangover body, I decided to watch some OSCE video before I burn the very last bit of energy, and wear myself off to sleep. Oh, FYI, I was having “fancy dinner” just now with my great friends. Anyway, I was watching OSCE but boredom striked and so I decided to on Facebook. Then I saw this friend from TLC posted her blog. So I went to read, and hence here am I, writing.
I’ve been wanting to write for the past few weeks but as you know, I’m a very lazy person. Well, thanks to alcohol and boredom, I am finally writing. And I love the feeling of me myself writing. Please don’t judge my grammar or whatever shit here. No one wants your opinion (insert- Lily Allen’s fuck you) unless I ask. Hahahaha
ehem, anyway, so I just had a great fancy dinner with friends. The idea was double date + 1 but it ended up as double date + 3. Hahaha well, I had lots of fun. I got a nice table cloth, nice food (I guess?), some beer and Mimosa, nice desserts, good lighting, chill background music, and most importantly, a Nintendo switch. Hahahaha we talked, we played, we ate and drank, we happy. I was this close to ask everyone to hold their hands and give thanks to God for such a great night.
Lately, I realized I am a terrible person. Maybe I should have realized it earlier. Well, better late than never isn’t it? Haih.. I have really really really bad temper. I love throwing tantrum on people whom I love. I’m sorry. I’m just like my dad. And I don’t like it. I don’t want to be like him. I hate myself for being impatient and rude to people around me. I swear to God, I hate it but I just can’t help it. Damn. However, I seek help from God. I hope one day, He will make me a better person. I’m trying to be better everyday, He will definitely help me.
also, I think I need to love people more. I’m sorry people. I’m sorry if you think I have done you wrong. Whoever that is, whatever that is, whenever that is. I’m worry. I’m improving myself and I hope one day I can compensate for the wrong things that I have done to you all.
1.20am I need to sleep. My Asian liver just can’t handle alcohol well. Damn son. Bye. Thanks for stopping by. I love you, I mean it, I know who you are. God bless. Have a great week ahead.